Mon, 26 Jul 2004 09:25:54 GMT

a w a k e

5:24 am. two cans away from finishing diet pepsi can mountian...must.not.give.up.
~-yawn-jai

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 00:38:09 GMT

[[[RANDOM]]]
[ Do you have a crush on someone?: ] yes
[ What book are you reading now?: ] tears of the tiger, white oleander,catcher in the rye,les miserables,and speak
[ Worst feeling in the world: ] despair
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: ] god,not this again...or where the hell am i?
[ How many rings before you answer?: ] i refuse to answer the phone.its just an issue i have
[ Future daughter's name: ] arianna,liana,evelyn
[ Future son's name: ] aubrey,some sexy and or forgien
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?:] nope,but tigger sleeps with me
[ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: ] dancer
[ Wish you were here: ] yes,because its anywhere but here
[ College plans: ] please,dont say that word!!
[ Piercings: ] triple lobes,lower left cartlidge,high right cartlidge,nose,navel

[[[THE EXTRA STUFF]]]
[ Do you do drugs?:] i fucking hate drugs
[ Do you drink: ] sometimes
[ Who are your best friends?] liana,becca,amanda,maybe abbie
[ What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: ] vive citrus shampoo and bath and body works spearmint conditioner
[ What are you most scared of?] failure,car crashes,bears,parasites
[ What clothes do you sleep in?: ] a tank top or a light shirt with boxers,long silk bottoms,or just underwear,depends on my mood
[ Who is the last person that called you?: ] my driving instructer
[ Where do you want to get married?: ] outside,on the beach,underwater, a french villa
[ If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?] my nose,my weight,my skin,my hair,my personality,my intelligence
[ Who do you really hate?: ] my mom,my sisters,branch,cody, melissa,luke
[ Favorite number: ] a bazillion
[ Been In Love?: ] well let me put it this way...i love you but im not in love with you
[ Are You Timely Or Always Late: ] depends
[ Do You Have A Job: ] no,im to busy/lazy/good with coming up with excuses to not get a job
[ Do You Like Being Around People: ] only they are asleep
[ Best feeling in the world: ] waking up and just knowing everything is alright and being completely at peace with life and knowing that what will come with come and bear maulings arent that common
[ Are you for world peace: ] hypothetically,yes
[ Are you a health freak: ] mmmmm
[ Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After:] yesh. cute gay guys
[ Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: ] yes....
[ Are You Lonely Right Now: ] naw.i got my kitty on my lap
[ Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: ] no.im more afraid i will get married
[ Do You Want To Get Married: ] only if hes worth the drama
[ Do You Want Kids: ] i want to adopt

[[[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...]]]
[ Cried: ] no
[ Bought Something: ] yes
[ Gotten Sick: ] yes
[ Sang: ] yes,im singing right now
[ Said I Love You: ] yes....but did i mean it?
[ Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: ]not really
[ Met Someone New: ] yes,chood
[ Moved On: ] yesh
[ Talked To Someone: ] yes
[ Had A Serious Talk: ] no
[ Missed Someone: ] YES
[ Hugged Someone: ] yes
[ Kissed Someone: ] ummm...no
[ Fought With Your Parents: ] no
[ Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: ] umm...i had a dream about chuckie again.i guess i cant be with a possessed doll
[ Had a lot of sleep: ] depends on what you think a lot is.

firsts
first job: baby-sitting
first screen name: goberbaby
first funeral: my stepdad ron
first pet: ariel the goldfish or minnie my cat,cant remember
first piercing/tattoo: ears when i was five
first credit card: i never had a credit card =(
first "real" kiss: kevin something
first enemy: katie johnson
first big trip: washington dc last spring
first concert: 3 doors down

lasts
last car ride: last night on the way back from marquette
last library book checked out: white oleander, janet fitch and les miserables, victor hugo
last movie watched: romeo + juliet
last beverage drank: lemon water
last food consumed: salade
last phone call: my mom demanding she buy me and heather subway
last time showered: umm...its been a while
last CD played: the celtic circle
last annoyance: my sister waking me up before noon
last soda drank: diet pepsi
last ice cream eaten: cinnamon ice cream last thanksgiving... or the coco coffee crunch deal i had at the mall yesterday

10 songs you've been listening a lot to lately:
1.angel, sarah mclachlan
2.when doves cry, prince
3.many men, 50 cent
4.donnt tell me, avril lavigne
5.downfall, matchbox 20
6.hakuna matata, lion king
7.this love, maroon 5
8.eventually, pink
9.changes, 3 doors down
10.standing outside the fire, garth brooks

09 things you look forward to:
1. going to prescottt this summer
2. seeing liana
3. spring break
4. seeing becca
5. going to see linkin park
6. leaving gwinn to go anywhere
7. paris next summer =)
8. dale coming home!!!!
9. LEAVING GWINN

08 things you like to wear:
1. my hoodie (♥)
2. my new nose ring
3. mismatched socks
4. green tea body spray
5. my paris blues
6. the ball necklace i scammed off nick =)
7. my black sport pants (just around the house)
8. clean underwear

07 things that annoy you:
1. MY MOM
2. MY SISTERS
3. the morning
4. anything pretaining to school
5. people snooping in my room
6. explosive diharrah
7. not being able to find anything to wear

06 things you say most days:
1. RAWR
2. bite me
3. grrrrrrrr
4. my mom is an adultress whore
5. i'm cold
6. i wish i was sleeping

05 things you do everyday:
1. read
2. go online
3. watch the lion king
4. talk to my cats
5. the dishes

04 people you want to spend more time with:
1. LIANA
2. becca
3. dale *sigh* i miss him
4. amanda

03 movies you could watch over and over again:
1. THE LION KING
2. romeo + juliet
3. any fairy oddparents episode

02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1.angel, sarah mclachlan
2.dont tell me, avril lavigne

01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1) liana, or my cats

:x: piercings = triple lobes, left and right cartlidge, navel
:x: tattoos = none
:x:height= 5'5
:x: shoe size = 8
:x: hair color = Red
:x: siblings = 3 sisters

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = goldfinger
:x: movie you bought = alice in wonderland
:x: song you listened to = many men, 50 cent
:x: song that was stuck in your head = never ever, all saints
:x: cd you bought = hmmm...misunderstood, pink
:x: cd you listened to = 50 cent
:x: person you've called = the pizza machine

:x:person that's called you = mommy dearest
:x: tv show you've watched = fairly oddparents
:x: person you were thinking of = matt

DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = maybe....
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = every second my miserable existence here
:x: you think about suicide = not from the first person point of view
:x: you believe in online dating = Ummm i dont think its a belief
:x: others find you attractive = occasionally
:x: you want more piercings = my nose!!!grrr
:x: you like cleaning = hell no
:x: you like roller coasters = YESH!!
:x: you write in cursive or print = i dont know.no one knows.its elidgable

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = depends
:x: using someone = for
:x: suicide = blah
:x: killing people = LOL
:x: teenage smoking = for
:x: driving drunk = AGAISNT
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for
:x: soap operas = for ;)

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= yes
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = i lie more than i talk
:x: ever been in a fist fight = no,but i was in a bitchfight
:x: ever been arrested = nope,im a goodgirl

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = eculptus and spearmint
:x: shoes do you wear = tennis shoes i guess
:x: are you scared of = BEARS!!!

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= none
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = all the time
:x: of hearts I have broken? = i wouldnt know
:x: of girls I have kissed? hmm...none
:x: of boys I have kissed? = *counts* 4
:x: of girls I've slept with? = 5 but not sexually you perv
:x: of boys I've slept with? = 3.also not sexually
:x: of guys you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you: no comment
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= a couple
:x: of scars on my body? = too many to count :(
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = see previous question
:x: of guys that have seen you naked?= none.prudish me
:x: number of girls that have seen you naked?= i dont know.a lot i guess.locker rooms and all

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty – pretty ugly
:x: funny – more like sardist and cruel.so yeah
:x: hot - not
:x: friendly – a little too friendly
:x: amusing - yesh
:x: ugly - blah
:x: loveable – like a cactus
:x: caring – yesh
:x: sweet - Meh
:x: dorky – duh

favourite:
5 letter word: poopy actor/actress: ADAM SANDLER
Candy: Skittles
Cartoon: daria
Cereal: cookie crisps
Chewing gum: eclipse
Colour(s): RED.BLACK
Colour nail polish: pure ice colors-creme siren,hot tamele, and stary nites
Day of week: saturday, thursday
Least fave day: all of them
Flower: snapdragons
Jello flavor: vodka ;)
Jewelry: toerings
Special skills/talents:....i collect sporks.i have no talents.
Summer/Winter: summer
Trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pools

Person who last..

Slept in your bed: baby
Saw you cry: ...
Made you cry: becca
You went to the movies with: finding nemo with becca...or anger management.i cant recall
Yelled at you: everyfickinbody
Sent you an email: dale

Have you ever..

Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: Yes
Kept a secret from everyone: Yes
Cried during a movie: Yes.
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: *sniffles* yes
Been on stage: yes
Been to New York: no but i hope to live there someday and to visit manda
Been to California: nope
Hawaii: nope
China: nope
Canada: naw,why?i live in little canada
Europe: not yet but next sumemr im going to paris!
Asia: nope
South America: nope
Australia: nope
Wished you were the opposite sex: maybe
What time is it now?: 7:48 pm
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: RED
Walmart or target?: Walmart
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: watch the lion king
What was the last meal you ate?: a sub from subway
Are you bored?: VERY
Last noise you heard?: goldmember in the backround
Last smell you sniffed?: blob brownies

Friendship/Love

Do you believe in love at first sight?: bah
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: i detest children
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: dependablity, humor

Other Info

Criminal record?: no.im.a.good.girl
Do you speak any other languages?: nope
Last book you read:aimee, mary beth miller
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: everything,i have a kickass room
Worst feeling in the world: letting someone you love down
Who you love: dale,liana,manda,becca,friends,my cats
Who you miss: EVERYONE

You

Nickname(s): shorty,red,ash,crazy bitch,woodelf
Initials: JAS
How old do you look?: 16
How old do you act?: 5
Glasses/Contacts: glasses that i dont wear
Braces: nope
Do you have any pets?: an evil cat army
You get embarrassed: me?no way
What makes you happy?: sleep,swimming,pills,LIANA,my cats
What upsets you?: EVERYTHING

Finish the sentence:

I Love to... sleep until noon
I Miss... my old life :(
I Wish... that i could go back in time
I Hope... that i dont end up like they exspect me to
I'm Annoyed by... dumbasses
I Am... tired
I Want to Be... left the hell alone
I Would Never... have made it thise far without some certian people
I'd Rather... fall into a coma
I Am Tired of... this rhtotical bullshit
I Will Always be... insane

The last person....
[?] You touched? becca
[?] You talked to? liana
[?] you hugged? becca
[?] you instant messaged? liana
[?] You laughed with? i dont laugh with people,i laugh at them
[?] You cried about? steve
[?] You cried with? mom
[?] You kissed? hmmm....nick or mom.depends what kind of kiss we're talkin about
[?] You danced with? my cat baby
[?] You punched? catrine
[?] You bought something for? cotton candy pink hair dye for becca
[?] You had sex with? nobody

Have you/are you/do you...
[?] Have tattoos? no
[?] Piercings? yep.right cartlidge,lobes,and navel
[?] Own a webcam? nope
[?] Ever get off the damn computer? never, except for the brief spaces of school and sleep
[?] Sprechen sie deutsche? nein
[?] Habla espanol? no
[?] Ever broken the law? of course
[?] Hot? ha.no
[?] kissed a boy/girl? ive never met a boy/girl but if i do il make sure it to it

Currents...
[?] Current Clothes: pink underwear,black silk bra,bmx shirt,jeans,socks
[?] Current Hair: long,down,red
[?] Current Annoyance: my little sisters
[?] Current thing you ought to be doing: civics homework
[?] Current Favorite Group: 3 doors down
[?] Current movie In DVD: LION KING!!!!
[?] Current Refreshment: sminoff triple black
[?] Current Worry: whats not to worry about?sometimes i worry that the world is slowly being eroded away and in billions and billions of years people with have to evolve to water animals because all the land will be gone
[?] Current Crush: no one worth crushing on....
[?] Current Music: LION KING!!!!
[?] Current fear: same as current worry

On Dating...
[?] Long or short hair? short
[?] Dark or blond hair? doesnt matter too much but for the sake of the question.. dark
[?] Tall or short? taller than me
[?] Sensitive or Funny? arent i good enough for both?
[?] Good or bad? bad,but not to BAD
[?] Dark or light eyes? dark
[?] Hat or no hat? no hat.. i want to be able to rub the back of his head (its a weird fetish i have. shut up.)
[?] Pierced or no? *shrug..* pierced could be cool....
[?] Freckles or none? sure, why not?

A - Act your age?: haha, no
B - Born on what day of the week?: i dont remember
C - Chore you hate?: all of them, lol
D - Dad's name?: Mike something or the other
E - Essential makeup item?: chapstick
F - Favorite actor(s)?: ADAM SANDLER
G - Gold or silver?: silver
H - Hometown?: gwinn
I - Instruments you play?: kazoo
J - Job title?: starving artist
K - Kids?: maybe someday....not
L - Living arrangements?:hellish
M - Mom's name?: rebecca
N - Number of people you've slept with?: 465!!!or 0
O - Overnight hospital stays?: none except that one where i was born
P - Phobia?: bears,long words,english people,success,failure,non diet pop,falling
Q - Quote you like?: "lifes a bitch,fuck it"
R - Religious affiliation?: none
S - Siblings?: too many.....*sigh*
T - Time you wake up?: 5:30
U - Unique habit?: i wouldnt call any of my habits unique
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat?: cheese
W - Worst habit?: hhmmm.either nose picking or my disney obsession
X - X-rays you've had?: teeth,bladder,kidneys
Y - Yummy food you make?: grilled cheese
Z - Zodiac Sign?: aquarius

[ .001. ] first name: jamais
[ .002. ] middle name:
[ .003. ] last name:
[ .004. ] nickname(s): woodelf,shorty,jai,ash
[ .005. ] gender: female
[ .006. ] age: 15
[ .007. ] birthday: 01/29/89
[ .008. ] height: 5'5.25
[ .009. ] hair color: wildfire red (it says so on the bottle)
[ .010. ] eye color: blue
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: glasses,but i "lost" them
[ .013. ] do you have braces: no
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: long,almost to waist
[ .015. ] where were you born: buffalo,minnesota
[ .016. ] current location: gwinn,michigan
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: aquarius
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: 1 and 1/16, english and some french
[ .019. ] nationality: caucasion
[ .021. ] piercings you have: right cartilige,lobes,navel
[ .022. ] piercings you want: left cartilidge,two more on lobes,nose,maybe tongue
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: moon on pelvis,and chinese sign for knowlegde on sholder

School : .

[ .043. ] are you still in school: yup
[ .044. ] did you drop out: no
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: 3.2
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 6th
[ .047. ] least favorite grade:kidgarten,seventh
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: mrs.degood

[ .050. ] favorite subject: french
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: pre-algebra
[ .052. ] do you buy lunch or bring it: i dont eat lunch
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: i recently quit the swim team
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: french club
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: i have a lot of friends but im not preppy popular
[ .056. ] favorite dance: prescott daze dance in seventh grade
[ .058. ] *le-shrug*
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: 40 percent of my memories
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: when my boob was hanging out for like an hour at wisconsin dells

. : Favorites : .

[ .062. ] clothing brand: morbid threads
[ .063. ] shoes: shoes have brands?
[ .064. ] saying: if you feel like your in control your not going fast enough
[ .065. ] Tv show: charmed,degrassi,fairy oddparents
[ .066. ] sport to watch: figure skating
[ .069. ] author: fitch,rowling,block
[ .070. ] magazine: cosmo and time
[ .071. ] actor: ADAM SANDLER, robin williams, david spade, chris farley,matthew lillard
[ .072. ] actress: angelina jolie,
[ .073. ] candy: skittles
[ .075. ] scent: cinnimon,green tea,addias
[ .076. ] candy bar: snickers
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: cinnamon
[ .078. ] color: RED!!
[ .079. ] season: summer
[ .080. ] holiday: april 9th
[ .081. ] flower: oleanders, roses, lilacs, snapdragons
[ .082. ] weather: stormy,sunny
[ .083. ] animal: cats,starfish, dragonflies
[ .084. ] insect: dragofly
[ .085. ] type of music: loud
[ .086. ] thing in your room: everything,i loves my room
[ .087. ] place to be: prescott with liana
[ .088. ] radio station: 107.7
[ .089. ] tv channel: nick
[ .091. ] overall food: quesidilla
[ .093. ] shoe brand: *shrug*
[ .094. ] fast food: subway
[ .096. ] shape: spriral
[ .097. ] time of day: 3 am
[ .098. ] country: france
[ .099. ] state: hawaii, wisconsin
[ .100. ] boys name: everette, aubrey, dante
[ .101. ] girls name: arianna, liana, marguerite
[ .106. ] computer game: spider solitare
[ .107. ] car: i like trucks better
[ .110. ] word: zut
[ .111. ] month: june
[ .113. ] scary movie: thirteen ghosts
[ .115. ] possession: my charcoals
~oh anything of nothing first create,jamais</lj>

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 00:18:53 GMT

friends only
~jamais

I don't want the world to see me...